A Duty to Remember..

          Mariveles, Bataan.. December 5-12, 2010.. na assigned ang aming section para magduty sa Mariveles, Bataan, Mental Hospital. Of course lahat kami ay nasiyahan. Isa na namang Provincial Duty ang aming pagdadaanan. Hindi na to bago sa amin sa pagkat nakapag duty na din kami sa Batangas. Alam naming mahirap ang pagdadaanan namin, lalo na't para kaming sundalong sinabak sa giyera na wala na namang bitbit na mga armas.. Since kauumpisa pa lang ng semester na to, wala pa kaming natututunan sa Psychiatric nursing.. sapat na dahilan para kami'y kabahan kung anung kapalaran ang naghihintay sa amin. Dumating nga ang araw na hinihintay namin, ang araw bago ang aming pagalis, abala ang lahat sa pag iimpake ng mga dadalhin. Dahil sa dami ng pinapadala, 1maleta, 1bagpack at isang bag na bitbitin ang aking dala. Papunta pa lang nahirapan na ko sa pagsakay lalo na't malayo ang aking paaralan sa aming tahanan. Alas 9:00 ng umaga naghihintay ang lahat sa pagdating ng bus na sasakyan namin para maghatid sa aming destinasyon. Excited ako sa kadahilanang mararanasan ko na naman ang isang linggong kalayaan at pagiging independent. Malayo sa magulang, ikaw ang bahalang didisiplina sa sarili mo. Minsan ko lang to ma experience.

4:00 PM na kami nakarating sa Mariveles. Manghang mangha kami sa kagandahan ng lugar. Malapit yung dorm namin sa dalampasigan.. so anytime pwede naming masilayan ang dagat, ang paglubog at pagsikat ng araw. Anu mang oras pwede kaming magliwaliw at mag palipas ng oras kapiling ang mga isda at tubig. Pagmasdan ang kalangitan sa araw man o gabi. At tumingin din ng mga bituin pag sapit ng dilim.. :) Dahil sa hindi pa masyadong magkakakilala yung section namin, mapapansin mong hati kami sa dalawang grupo. ang mga dati ko na talagang kaklasmeyt at ang mga napasama lang sa amin. Hindi sila ganun kagaling makisama kaya makikita mo talagang may gap. Yun ang isang mga nakakalungkot. Magpapansinan lang dahil sa mga school works pero hanggang dun na lang yun. Pagdating namin sa dorm, unahan ang lahat kung saan ppwesto at ilalagay ang mga gamit. dahil dalawa ang kwarto, hiwalay ang mga kalalakihan sa kababaihan pero kung ako ang tatanungin mas masaya sana kung halo na lang. Excited na kami para sa kinabukasang naghihintay sa amin. Ang unang pagtapak sa Ospital para sa orientation day na inaasahan talaga sa unang araw ng duty. Kelangan naming maagang gumising 8:00am ang call time. pero kelangan namin mas agan dahil ang isang buong section ay maghahati lamang sa 5 banyo. Madaling araw pa lang bumangon na ang iba para maunang ihanda ang sarili. Syempre pila pila sa banyo. palagi ata kaming dalawa ni Juna ung huli. Sabay na din kaming naliligo tutal hindi na kami bago sa isat-isa.


Dumating nga ang unang araw, ang orientation. Sa gate pa lang iniinspeksyon na ang lahat dahil mahigpit na ipinagbabawal doon ang cellphone. Para na din sa confidentiality ng mga patient. Pagtapak ko sa hospital, wala man lang akong pressure na naramdaman. pakiramdam ko maglalaro lang ako dun. hehheh ang ganda kasi ng lugar! historical pa.. para lang kaming magpipiknik. Yung pathwalk, yung lawn,. nagpapaalala ng school ko nung highschool.. :) Pati nung pumili kami para mag flag ceremony.. nagpapaalala talaga sakin ng highschool days..

       Matapos ang flag ceremony, pumunta na kami sa designated areas para ma meet ang aming Clinical Instructor.. doon namin unang nakilala si Mr. Arile V. Reyes. wala kaming idea na magiging malaking impluwensya sya sa buhay namin. Para namin syang naging ama sa Bataan. Bihira lang ung C.I na napapaiyak kami dahil sa ma mimiss namin sya. Ang dami nyang words of wisdom na dinadaan sa metaphor.. : "Its all in the mind, At ang feeling daw ay parang isang basong tubig, habang hindi mo to binabawasan, darating ang araw na mapupuno ito at dahil dun mas lalong madaming masasayang kaya habang maaga, ilabas na daw., dapat daw maging thankful tayo sa mga taong nanakit sa atin emotionally.. kasi ginawa nila tayong stronger person. (so dapat maging thankful ako kay tutut??) Hindi daw tayo dapat mag self pity.. at marami pang iba..
       Saturday, "lakwatsa day na namin," sa halagang 100 pesos, madami na kaming napuntahang lugar. naranasan pa naming mag tulak ng tricycle! hahhahah ang ganda nag bataan.. sa totoo lang.. madaming lugar na hindi pa masyadong nadidiscover. pero breath taking ang mga sceneries.. baliwala samin ang init ng tirik na araw. Umakyat kami sa Our lady of Fatima, na lulang lula talaga ko dahil super taas.. mabuti sana kung damuhan ang gugulungan mo, pero mga batong malalaki ang naghihintay na sumalo sayo sakaling magkamali ka ng hakbang.. matapos nun, pumunta naman kami sa aming next destination.. sa beach.. maganda na mura pa ng entrance.. at ang pinakahuli naming pinatunguhan.. di ko alam tawag dun eh bsta ung may malalaking istatwa,,, plus bonus na ang hot spring  na nakakatakot dahil sa hindi masukat na lalim nito.

    Overall.. parang hindi duty ang pinuntahan namin.. kundi outing! at this time.. of all the duties I'd assigned this is the most memorable and enjoyable..

ANTHEM by AYN RAND

"I am. I think. I will. . . "


"What must I say besides? These are the words. This is the answer.


"Stand here on the summit of the mountain. I lift my head and I spread my arms: This --my body and spirit-- this is the end of the quest. I wished I know the meaning of things. I am the meaning. I wished to find a warrant foe being. I need no warrant for my being, and no word of sanction upon being. I am the warrant and the sanction...


 "I know not of this earth on which I stand is the core of the universe or if it is but a speck of dust lost in eternity. I know not and I care not. For I know what happiness is possible to me on earth. And my happiness needs no higher aim to vindicate it. My happiness is not the means to any end. It is the end. It is its own goal. It is its own purpose.


"Neither am I the means to any end others may wish to accomplish. I am not a tool for their use. I am not a servant of their needs I am  not a bandage for their wounds. I am not a sacrifice on their altars...


"I am neither foe nor friend to my brothers, but such as each of them shall deserve of me. And to earn my love, my brothers must do more than have been born. I do not grant my love without reasons, nor to any chance passer--by who may wish to claim it. I honor men with my love. But honor is a thing to be earned.


"I shall choose friends among men, but neither slaves nor masters. I shall choose only such as pleases me, and them I shall love and respect, neither command nor obey. And we shall join our hands when we wish, or stand alone when we so desire. For in the temple of his spirit, each man is alone. Let each man keep his temple untouched and undefiled. Then let him join hands with others if he wishes, but only beyond his holy threshold.


"For the word "WE" must never be spoken, save by one's choice and as a second thought. This word must never be placed first within man's soul else it becomes monster, the root of all evils on earth, the root causes man's torture by men, and of an unspeakable lie.


"For the word "WE" is as lime poured over men, which sets and hardens stone, and crushes all beneath it, and that which is white and that which is black are lost equally in the gray of it. It is word by which the depraved steal the wisdom of the sages.


"What is my joy if all hands, even the unclean, can reach into it? What is my wisdom, if even the fools can dictate to me? What is my freedom, if all creatures, even the botched and impotent, are masters?What is life if I am but to bow, to agree, and to obey?


"But I am done with creed corruption.


"I am done with the monster of "WE," the word of serfdoms, of plunder, of misery, falsehood and shame.


"And now I see the face of God, and I raise this God over the earth, this God whom men have sought since men came into being, this God who will grant them joy and peace and pride.


"This God, this one word: "I."

Mga Adik ng Buhay ko

                        We all have dissimilar personalities but even this difference can't be a hindrance to make way for emanate friendship. Meet my four buddies, camaraderie, cohorts, bestfriends and soon to be enemies! jokes :) We are all in the same league, same path, same course. The act of caring in the nursing profession. I can't re recall the exact moment when we, to each other  becomes one confidant. Fact that we acquainted because we are all in the same section. Originally this group comes from another group and eventually due to some unexplainable, destiny, faith, random happenings and extreme process we become united..

ELLA

           The "bossy" in the group. (peace! :P) a person who will shout everything inside her lungs without carefully thinking what would be the other person feel. In other words she is candid, outspoken, frank type. Because of her characteristic, we know how many tons of understanding we need to go through just to make the group in a smooth sailing complain free.But that makes her unique. Thats what makes Ella. Honestly I envied her. She can outburst her true feelings never minding what other person may think. She was my opposite. Keeping all my feelings in my mind. Hiding deeply my inner thoughts. I remember those times that she and my other friends quarrel because of this attitude. But that means she was strong enough to fight or stand what she believe in even though she was standing alone. She is also a person whom you can trust and a person whom you can always lean on. Most importantly a true friend of mine. Always keep me in company. We all have problems to deal with and for us to concern but like my other friend she can also lend her ear just to hear my complain in this harsh world where we live in.

OLIVE

            The "trustworthy" in the group. yeah! you can always lean on her. I know cause I already tested. Proven many times.. I remember her by always uttering "BUANG TO." hahhahaah I think in the group when it comes to love, she has the most outnumber boyfriends to count. I dont think if she taking a relationship seriously. But on my own insights maybe this is her defense mechanism to prevent, to save her self from the cruel, harsh, hurtful, distressful, bitter sweet violent effect of love! hahahaha This make sense cause no one can hurt you unless you let them.From the way I know Olive, she has a strong character. How can I say? cause she never let her guard down. She never let anyone see her weak side. But it's okay to cry! not all times we are okay.. remember we are here. Strong points of Olive? She's hardworking I envy her diligently reviewing her notes even in the midst of the daylight. Marking her note with stabilo tirelessly. She can also act well! We are all struck by her acting skills when she recited her declamation piece. But thats what we expected from her. Thats Olive.

CHARM

            The "youngest" in the group. "CHARM" the power or quality of pleasing or delightly attractiveness. Thus her name also describe her. Little but arduous, small but wise. Charm is a sweet girl in the group, favorite target to played a trick cause eventually when she learned that she was under our wicked prank, she would simply smile saying "TAKTE" hahaahha. Now you know Cha! She also have a sweet tounge. She will always flatter you by good words. She can make you believe that its true. But dont be fooled! hahaha If you believe her, it can make you proud. No wonder she is dangerous. :) She also have a big heart, never get sick on my tireless stories. I never forget the time when we were in the Batangas. She was the one who's halting me from crying. Crying over a heartless guy! under the billion stars in the milky way, feeling the breeze of the cold night making our hair floating and dancing freely in the air. While watching some lovers passes us by holding each others arms! hahhaha Thankz Cha! She is also a "turtle do" in the group. Always in the mode of slow motion! She's always the last one to arrived in the settled time. ^-^

JUNA

            The "voracious" in the group! peace! hahhaah A gleeful, jolly person. One of my closest in the group. She also can't find her hidden talent. (I think Its forever hidden! hahahah ) She dont know what talent she is good at. But I think her strongest point is eating! ^-^ jokes! seriously I think its math.Like me she is a foolish deep lover. She always do everything she can with her best effort for the one she loves. Eventhough that person cannot compensate what she can gives. (oOps! I think Im pertaining myself to this not Juna.) For this I envy her, she found a man who gonna put her first, who can give her all best, a man who love her for who she is, who can care for her eventhough she can take care of herself. She never give up in the pain of loving, ups and downs relationship. I think nursing is the best career for her cause I can see that she's inborn to care. I also want to thank her for those times when I couldnt speak any topic, unless it was Aries, Aries, and Aries. For being my "warning sign" when Im about to cross my line. and most importantly, for accompanying me during the darkest days of my life. Greatly appreciated.

                   Though others cannot understand us, as long as we understand one another, thats all that matter. I hope when someone in this group has a grudge to one another, read this message and wake up!!! Remember all the happy moments we spent together and we will  continuously make. Keep off those useless pride. Everything can be settle in a good ways. And though someday we will making  our own path for our future plans, I hope we can never forget the mutual relationship of friendship we have. May we always be each others wall when someones about to give up.! I LOVE YOU ALL..

                                                                                                                                            -jha-

PINDUTIN NG MASIYAHAN

BEZZIE COUZ

wE dEcidEd tO eXprEss oUr sUpplication in EnGlisH (parA pahirApAn yUng sarilE naMen)…iTs nOt oNlY abOut mE bUt iTs abOut US..

“iM jAnicE anD she's jUlie”,wE arE cOusiNs,thE bEst cOusinS amOng ouR cOusIns! (naliligo sa cOusins ah!gandA pakinGgan ih)…..
wE’re vEry crEativE, (in our dreamz!lol),wE lOvE lAughinG evEn thOugh nOthinGs fUnnY.. (in short mga bUanG!hihihi),even in incipient age were always together (obvious??). Tingin ko nga kami talaga magkakatuluyan! heheh Like the other typical teenage girls (teka si julie teenager p b??),we also like doing some weird stuffs like hanging out especially in the air (try nyo,nakakalibang!pro wag nyo ng itanong kung pno!)

We also love taking pictures but pictures don't love us back, and were not photo wrappers,. nor photographers.. (common make sense!) ^-^
Listening to music is also our favorite, wE rememebr those moment that even sa cellphone lang yung sounds sumayaw kami ng bonggng bongga! take note sa gitna pa ng kalsada!well, we dont  know kung anung spiritu sumanib samen nuN!
Eventhough we have disparate personalities nagka2sundo kami khit saan mang bagay!..

..wE cant forget our moments in the bus, where we party like a rockstar!eh mabilis yung bus pag preno,aun!gUdluck sa sumunod n nanyre!..

LAGUNA, our unforgettable place. All the super happy trips nanyre dun!Lalo na nung post graduate ako from highschool. Himalang pinaygan akong magbakasyon.. kaya ayun, sinulit ko na.. We've seen the wholesome (wholeSAMAng-katAwAn)ng isat-isA! hilUdan ang likod is our favorite!nyAhhaha "I'll scratch your back, ang you'll scratch mine." ang tema.. ^-^
because we love taking pictures kahit sa dagat todo pose ang mga bruha hanggang sa nalaglag si cellphone sa malwak na karagatan ng Quezon!at magpahanggang ngayon, hindi na ito naayos…hahhaha

KUYA FROI and TITA AMY ang pinakakinatatakutan namin. takot kami jan kayA naman super behave kami duN!hihihi
actually behave naman talaga kami in real life. Hindi kaya kami makabasag pinggan! ehem.. maniwala na lang kayo.!

WEAK POINTS?? hmmmm we are also like human so we know the feelings to love, be love,to get hurt, and to hope for the person we really love. Seryoso ko pag dating sa ganyang larangan, ewan ko lang si ate! bwahahha. Siguro yun ang weak points ko, Hirap akong mag let go.(ayeah!change topic)

NAGKAGALIT????? hmmm siguro oO pEro wala kaming maalala.. yUng seryOso ala pa namn and we hope this immutable relationship will remain.
so this is about us.we are friendly people,were not fractious and haughty-self assurance.if you have any violent reaction regarding our demeanor,just confront us scurriously. we dont want unfugulistic approach!(tAmA nA!nOsE bLeed!nAubUsAn na kaMi nG enGlish!)

MORAL LESSON:

-wag mag party like a rockstar sa bus.

-iwasang sumayaw sa kalsada, baka mapagkamalan

-Isalba ang cellphone, wag maging picture adik,.

-at ang pinakamalupit na lesson sa lahat, matutong mahalin ang bawat isa.

READING COMPRHENSION:

-anong lugar ang paborito namen at bakit?pumunta sa lugar na to at tumalon ng tatlong beses…
-kung ayaw nyo smen,ipaliwanag at isulat sa billboard n gmit ang paa para panulat!!!!!hahahhhah! ANU?AYAW NYO Pa DEN SaMEN???

LOVE AND TIME

Once upon a time, in an island there lived all the feelings and emotions : Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to them that the island would sink! So all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a boat. Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?"Richness answered, "Sorry Love, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat and so there is no place here for you."

Love next asked Vanity who was also sailing by. Vanity was also ready with the same answer."I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, take me along with you.""Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!", sadness said in a sullen voice.

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so preoccupied with her happiness that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. An overjoyed Love jumped up into the boat and in the process forgot to ask where they were going. When they arrived at a dry land, the elder went her own way.

EMPTY

 I never had this feeling back then.. but nOw.. on this past few mOnths,. Im struggling tO fight my emOtions.. emotions that killing me inside, finding ways to make my self happy, . maybe gOod things never seems tO last,. or is it true that this empty bliss is because of certain chemicals in our bOdy? is this reliable? hmmmm.. or may be because of the things around us that made us to feel this way,?

     Is there somethig wrong?why i have this feeling? I dont want this kind of agony.. maybe you could hurt me physically.. but please Im begging you nOt emOtionally,. yeah, I will admit,. im not that strong, I'm fragile..sensitive.. easy to get hurt.,  and maybe because of this i dont want to attach my self on the things that never seems to last., because in the end, it will end up hurting myself again.. but whats the point? i love enough to hurt.. I'd keep loving him but i can only get hurt as much.. the more i love him the more i lose myself, "There is always, and I mean ALWAYS going to be someone you just won't be able to get over... How can a person give you so much strength yet still be your only weakness, thus it breaks my heart???  Yes every moment of everyday, EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED.. I never expected it, this suddenly,. maybe the reason why i kept all our conversation is just to make sure that it was happened.. and it was all i was left with  sO i have memories to ponder.. that for once in my life.. i became happy T-T (dont cry! shit)

   " I never thought I would love someone like you.. Never in my dreams that I would meet you.. But then, as I travel in my life’s journey You walk into my life and I fall for you…" Sometimes, i regret that we became once close.. cause if that things never happened maybe i will not felt this way,. But i know that i also will not experience those times that i find myself happy just the merely thought of you..

Now,I am trying to get up. I am trying every way I can to put myself together back. I might be knocked down several times but like you said i need to be strong or be stronger.. 

Days constantly pass..

         Its rAining time again… days constantly pass and change,but still im still the same,.

      Ilang araw ko na din pnagiisipang magsulat dito,perO ngaun lng ako nagkaroon ng pagkakataon,. try ko lang kung masaya!hehehhe.. This past few days sige ang pagpatak ng ulan,when this time comes I can’t help reminiscin’ the past!yung ambiance kasi,. Grabeh..!nAkaka emo ang tag ulan!,sArAp tumUlala at magpalipad ng isipan!dahil tuwing ganitong panahon,yun lang ang malayang nkakapaglakbay… kasi hirap gumala,.

     Sa totoo lang sobrang nkakaboring nga,. nakakamatay! hindi man lng ako makalabas at maipunta yung paa ko kung san man gusto..!ang bOring ng buhay ko,. maghapong nandito sa bahay at nakaupo!but atleast hindi na ko katulad ng dati na super lungkot pag gantong panahon.. pAnO,daming pumapasok sa isip ko,sa totoo lang ayoko ng gnung ako.. pag gnun kasi parang wala kong mkitang dahilan para mabuhay..

     Sinabi ko na rin na “aq” masubukan ko ngang idescribe yung srili ko.. Ako cguro yung type ng taong masayahin,tahimik pag gusto!.. heheeh.. masasabi ko din na filial daughter but hindi mabaet sa mga kapatid!hahhaaha… matakaw din at mahilig manuod ng mga korean,taiwanese,japanese at kung anu-ano pa man.. yun lang  kasi kaligayahan ko,yung mga gusto ko kasing manyare sa buhay!eh dun mo mkikita.. sa madaling salita AMBISYOSA din ako!sa mga negative na ugali naman.. hmmmm, madali akong mabadtrip pero depende sa mood at s situation,and the most sa lahat i am the person who lack self confidence!sa maniwala kayo sa hindi.. nakakaasar! I want to have courage at mging mkapal yung mukha ko!para i will express my true self!how sad… sa ngayon college student na ko, taking up the course of BSN., sa tingin ko naman masaya therefore i will continue na lang .. perhaps 2nd year naman na ko this coming school year! Isa pa may na meet kaming professor sa fatima,whOo!na inspired nya ko!ang galing nya!

    Speaking of school.. huhuhuh!pasukan na namin!new prof,new classmate,new classroom!!!haaay!hirap pa naman ako mag adjust sa mga bago!kaya nga naaalala ko yung sinabi ni pareng Bob na ayoko masanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko..!tama nAman dibA??yun nga ginagawa ko eh!kasi alam ko na pagdating ng panahon,baka maging dependent lang ako sa bagay na yun!mahirap na.. haaay! AJA! kaya natin yan!

    Haaay, Sarap bumalik sa nakaraan.. pEro bakit wala tayong kapangyarihan na maibalik yun??? Maaari nga tayong makabalik sa lugar pero hindi na natin mababalik yung mga kaganapan na nangyari dun!Malungkot pero kung iispin, may mga tao na nagmamadaling hatakin yung panahon dahil sa mga sakit na nadulot ng nakaraan na ayaw na rin nilang balikan so quitz lang… LIFE GOES ON ika nga.. kaya naiisip ko tuloy parang lahat ng ginagawa ko eh hindi k0 na pwedeng i-edit pag nagawa ko na.. Naimpluwensyahan ako ng 1litres of tears ah!nA miss ko tuloy yung diary ko bigla.

       wAaaah!hindi ko na classmate sila juna!Hindi ko alam gagawin ko nito sa pasukan!malamang maging emo na naman ako!hirap talaga mag move on!!!!!!

TAGTEAM kong TUNAY

         Mensahe mula pinsan kong abnormal ^-^

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bOut kAy jhA????

Si jha,isang simpleng mamamayan na may simpleng pangarap para sa sarli, kaibaigan, pamilya, at sa kanyang bansa.. nakz! parang kandidato..uhm, yung totoo isa syang  geek, pala aral gaya ko.. ako nagturo sakanya ih! lol! masayahing bata, lahat ata ng good traits nasa kanya na, pati talino.. masaya na sya pag may bago syang natutuklasan na kapaki pakinabang at agad nya yun ituturo sakin..hihi,


-Gusto nya malaman ang mga nalalaman mo


-Mahilig siya kumanta at sumayaw pero walang hilig sa kanya ang mga talentong nbanggit..


-Gusto ren nya makapunta kung san san,.. malaman ang mga bagay-bagay, maranasan ang mga kasiyahan gaya ng mga tipikal na kabataan ngaun, uung maging isang independeng tao, MALAYA!


-Mahiyaen sya,KUNYARE!


-Mahilig den sya mag trip, masaya na yun pag may nakikitang bumabalentong sa daan, at mga bayolenteng tao nag aaway away sa daan,


-Galit den sya sa mga kapitalista na walang ginawa kundi magpayaman ng magpayaman!


-Marami syang alam kasi tinuruan ko sya,waahhhh!! subalit ganunpaman di nya toh pinagyayabang, masaya sya kasama, dadamayan ka nya sa kahit anong sitwasyon, malilimutan mo mga problema mo pag kasama mo sya.


-Sya ang tagapagligtas ko..hihi,ang tagteam kong tunay!


-Sa mga panahong tae’t suka na ko sa kalungkutan, sya ang nagsilbing gamot q!!


-Si jha ang walng sawang sumuporta sa mga kalokohan ko, tumatanggap sa katangahan ko, walang sawang nakinig ng mga hinaing ko.,


-Ang dahilan kung bat nkakatawa pa ren ako sa kabila ng lahat ng to! haaha,hinahatak nya ko lage pataas pag lumulubog na q.


-Sa mga panahon na kailangan q ng audience, Sya lang ang andun handang pumalakpak para sakin.. hihi..yahah!! ang emosyonal naman neto!! .EMOTERA??eiw.


-Sya ang nagpapakaen ngaun ng utak ko, kaya nagtatae ngaun ang bolpen ko! sa papel ko kasi una tong sinulat! hihi..


-Parehas kami ng kinaiinggitan.


-Ang mga taong sobrang malaya, malayang gustong gwen ang mga gusto nila, nakakapunta kung san-san, Hindi tulad namin na nbubuhay sa panahon ng mga diktador, na kala mo martial law lage, palaging may habeas corpus, bawal pumunta dito ,dun? walang kalayaan pumili ng gusto mo, at gusto mong maging!! kulang na lang bawal huminga pag di ka nagtotblas! haha,bawal maging mlaaya, maging masaya ng sbra.. kailangan mong dumaan sa matinding proseso para maipasa ang kagustuhan mo, at pag mau kaunting paglabag may karampatang parusa para sau..


-Simpleng bagay lang ang nagpapasaya sa kanya gaya ko.. kaso ang mga simpleng bagay na yun ang mahirap makuha sa mundo..


-At sya ang dahilan kung  bakit marunong ako magpasalamat ngayon na parang politikong nanalo sa elksyon!? bob ong???

-kaya jha tankU.


-at ang peyborit naming gawen?
ang BOLAHIN ang ISA'T-ISA !! nyahah.